Craptacular.

Baby girl has been healthy for a whole week now! Well, she has a runny nose, and we are now dealing with constipation, but its better than the puking and diarrhea that has been haunting her on and off for 3 weeks.....

For the past week, she has been getting up at 5-5:30am!!! I don't know what happened to my little sleeper! And she has been pretty cranky too. She is teething, but she is always teething, so I don't really think that's it. She has been making me feel like crap by only wanting her dad, and screaming if he has to leave, or if he has to hand her off to me. She doesn't cry at all when I leave, but has a fit when he leaves. She has even been fighting me when I change her diaper. But not Dad. Ugh. Makes a sleep deprived momma feel crappy :(

She finally started taking her sippy cup on sunday. She doesn't want to be without it now. She loves it. Thank goodness....

I feel really bad for what happened today. First, she actually slept in till 7! I was so happy because I worked evenings last night and didn't get home till midnight. So things started off pretty good. She ate well, etc. We played in the morning, and all was great. I changed her, and when I was done, she was playing. She looked like she had something in her mouth so I went over to see what she was munching on, and it was a pebble of POOP!! OMFG GROSS!! I don't know where she got it, it must have fallen out when I was changing her or something, I have no idea. SO grossed out. The good thing is that she didn't get much of it, because she wasn't overly impressed with the taste. OMG. Feel terrible! BUT: it gets worse.... then she was playing with the diaper cream container (like she always does). I turned away, and when I looked back, she had popped it open (no idea how) and was eating it!!!! I freaked out and said no no no no and went after it. Its really thick, so she didn't get much in her mouth, but it was hell getting it off of her face and hands, especially because she was having a temper tantrum at the same time... She threw her head on the floor and hit her forehead, then when I picked her up to get what she had't already wiped on me off of her fingers, she threw her head back and hit the table!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOO frustrating!!!!! Oh, but it gets better.... once I finally got her cleaned up, I started reading the diaper cream label to see if I needed to take her in or anything like that (I didn't have to). While I was doing that, she was playing, so I thought. I looked up, and she was at the table grabbing my coffee (Stone cold, thank-god) and I said NONONONONO and she threw it all over the floor. She got the table, the floor, under the couch, the blanket, you name it. At this time I was kinda pissed (ok really pissed) and threw the diaper cream on the floor as I ran over to get her out of the mess. How stupid am I that I left the coffee there? I had put it down in a hurry when she was eating the diaper cream.... Thank god it was like 3 hours old and stone cold. Well, I picked her up and put her down a few feet away while I grabbed a towel and started to clean it up. I told her "Bad." as I cleaned it up! I've never done that before. She cried. And I felt (and still feel) like shit. Big, fat, stinky pile of shit. Once everything was cleaned up, I tried to make up to her. We played for a bit, and she stood infront of me and spit up all over me..... I deserve that I guess. Then she freaked when I tried to clean her up. I wasn't surprised that she spit up, I could hear it in the works all morning, and then add a little diaper cream to it.... yeah. So I got that cleaned up and played a bit more. She was really cranky so I figured it was nap time. I cuddled her up and held her for a bit. She snuggled in. So I decided to sit in the rocking chair and rock her a bit, just to reconnect with her. Well, she started crying and going on again. So I gave her a kiss and put her in her crib. She didn't go to sleep right away, but she wasn't crying either, so I let her be. I think we both needed a break! Poor thing. She is sound asleep now. I'll have to get her up soon and feed her and get her into daycare before I head to work. So yeah, after today, I think she will be wanting Dada even more....