Birthday Party day!

Today was the lady bug birthday party! BB was cranky as heck before we went (of course!) but she was pretty good at the party. It started to rain so they moved the party inside the garage, but BB is WAY too busy and kept going outside to play in the rain, and, well, I totally let her. It was a warm rain, and it wasn't raining that hard. She was soaked in no time, and so was I LOL But she had a great time playing on the slide, playing with the ball, and even getting on a tricyle and motorized toy ATV, which she figured out how to drive! Guess what I am going to have to get her! She was so busy, I didn't get to eat, and she only got a few cheesies and some juice! No cake or burgers or hot dogs LOL

I find those parties kind of hard, because I don't get to socialize and meet people because my daughter is soooo busy. Plus, I am always the only single parent there, even though most people don't know I am a single parent yet.... I feel kind of lower than the others, and embarrassed that I am a single parent, but I don't know why. I feel like people must think badly of me. Like I must have did something pretty wrong or bad to end up a single parent. I live in a town where there are very little single people, let alone single parents. I have pretty much no options or opportunities to meet people. Not that I am ready to date, but when I am, I don't know how it will work out. I don't even have many friends to go out with to meet people...Anyways, enough about me....

The mother of the bday girl asked about BBs costume, and I told her I made it. She said "You made it? Oh look at you!" I wasn't sure how to take that, lol but it made me happy. Then I couldn't remember if BB was wearing the hat or not at the time, because I didn't make that, and they will find that out if they ever go to the dollar store.... :D I really don't think she was wearing it at the time. I have to say, I was proud of the costume, even if it had no wings lol I felt like a mommy staying up and making it last night. Love my baby girl.