Its New Years Eve?

Seriously?! Where did the year go!? I have already been off of work for over a year, and I cannot believe it. I am probably one of the only ones on the planet that is sad to see 2010 go. But I am. Jan 2011 is going to suck. Yeah I know. Way to be positive.... But it is going to suck. I enter in to 2011 dreading LO going to daycare, although I know that eventually she'll be fine. Studies say that children whose moms go back to work before they're 3 are just as well adjusted as those who have SAHM. Its just right now she is VERY attached to me, and I am to her too. And she spent a total of under 4 hours in daycare, and she is STILL sick, and cranky as hell. She has been unbelievably cranky the past two days. Crying and screaming for no reason. I know she is still a bit sick with a cough, but this is crazy. She is even starting to kick her feet when she is mad! Temper-tantrums already!?!?! And actually, her being attached to me has WORSENED since the day I left her at daycare on her own for just under 2 hours. So I have this fear that daycare is going to turn my sweet little calm easy going girl into a cranky sick kid who doesn't sleep the night and never sleeps past 6. :D And then there's going back to work. I dread that. Its not working itself, its where I work and who I work with. Even if I could stay at home, I would probably pick up a part time job somewhere for a few days a week. That would be the ideal. So I feel like I am sending her to a germ factory, and I'm off to a Parana tank, me being the lunch. Yep. Happy New year.